I would like to tell you something about me and my blogging habits, and the factor which drives me to blog. I am writing this post after a month or so, and am also unable to understand this thought process of mine, sometimes it happens that I have no urge to write anything about, and then suddenly at some instants felt like I should write complete book in one day. There may be various reasons, may I would be busy with some work, may I had not had some good and interesting topics to write about, and even this had happened in many instances, and have become the reasons of my so called break from blogging. But this time, I have had my time to write and think about interesting topics, in fact topics are piled up in my future posts list. This post is also an instant urge to write anything, at the time when my laptop is bouncing up and down in my lap ( I am in a bus returning from office, a journey of 100 kms), and see irrespective of this I started writing with my ears bubbling up with bollywood hit songs. Sometimes, I also felt it as good, as at this time I am fresh with my thoughts and the result is not a compelled attempt.
This is quite similar in my reading habits, like sometimes I finish a book which can kill a rat if dropped in a week, and sometimes the same will take me 2 months to finish. It much depends on the genre of the book, and my liking to it, but yes there are some cases of the books which I have liked, but finished It in a long time. Even right now, I am reading ‘Midnight Children’ by Salman Rushdie but the pace is very slow,, and the fact unbelievable for me I have not finished a single book since past 2 month; although I started ‘A beautiful mind’ and ‘Catcher in the rye’, and after finishing one almost half, and the other 100 pages, that I am not liking it. I always start a book with a hope that I will like, and push myself to the end of my patience for the book, and then I leave it.
There is always an inspiration required to do anything, but sometimes I don’t understand that inspiration to lead a happy one in this never ending journey of smiling life. I just start doing the things, feeling the inspiration but not realizing it, and that is how I feel it happens with most people. You come to know that inspiration sometimes, and its connections that make your journey good, and there are times when you simply couldn’t make out the things which are inspiring you, you just obliviously neglect them.
Is that only an inspiration or a free mind and a will to do also require for doing anything and everything?
This question was out of my thoughts when I started this post, because it’s almost a week that I am continuing this, and the week has been dramatic for me. I was equipped with some other things that keep bouncing up in my mind whenever I do something else, and this is also one of the most important factors that drives one’s life (can be called as an epiphany). If a man can control his mind’s thinking, he can do anything, that is what I feel now, and after that you always have an inspiration to do anything and everything in your life.
I always had an inspiration to write, but I sometimes I am unable to cool off my mind and, that mark my break from blogging, it could be short, and very long. I feel I am right in this, and that is why this post is a bit upside down, as I only feel and a confirmed signal is yet to be received in my mind.